Exploring this stage.

Words in Wonderland

I have discovered myself in stages. Each different point in life has taught me something new, about myself and about others. And just when I think I have life figured out it always surprises me. Someone new comes along, or leaves, something changes or stays the same. But the one constant is the world always keep spinning, turning, no matter what life goes on. Whether you are stuck in the past or dreaming of the future. Your life is happening right now.

I’ve been reminding myself of this a lot lately. My life right now is better than I ever expected it to be, and I am not taking that for granted.  I keep getting this one stupid nagging thought that keeps popping up. So I keep reminding myself to be present and let go. Sometimes we look back into the past because it is comfortable even though it may…

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8/6/16
This is the first time I’ve written in so long but I just had to experience. There was nothing else that could have prepared me for where I am right now besides being still and listening after an eventful year. Gracious Heavenly Father thank you so much for choosing me, your speck, THIS speck to have and experience so much. I am grateful for today and all of my other days at this exact moment ❤
Journey on Kat
in life and in death.
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22 days to 26

8/6/16
When I was younger I would always think about how I would look as I got older. What would late 20s hold? I imagined a thicker me who was completely wardrobe popping and would have my life together. My life is together as it should be. I am successful. My skin is popping with or without the small pimples, discoloration, freckles etc. The thickness definitely came but most of all I feel so joyous right now. I quit a job that really and truly I hated. Although I am waiting on my new job to begin in a whole new country and continent I am so content with life’s gifts and God’s blessings. Though I am only a speck the universe definitely has its way of shining upon me. Thank you God❤

Summer Sunday

In the past few days I’ve seen so many deaths and all I can think to myself is “dang that’s so sad” and it’s being weighing me down. Maybe it’s because I’m more conscious of death now that I’m older. Either way the young, the old, the sick, the healthy,and the the good all die. Sometimes in freak accidents, sometimes in tragedies, and sometimes it’s just time. And all I can think about is the life I’ve been granted to live right now. Death is heavy and can consume you but all I have is right now. They’ve lived theirs  no matter how short or how whatever. Now is my time and that’s all l have. Fearing death does me no good. I fear death because I have loved ones but yet again I still have my very own beautiful life to live and I hope I always remember that.