I’m thinking of you when I shouldn’t be. This is not an easy process or easy to process. Love is difficult and I’d much rather use love on myself than someone who doesn’t love me. I want to go back and reread our messages but I know better. That’s the only reason why I haven’t deleted them yet. Even though I try I guess it’s safe to say I’m not over it yet. It’s been 23 Weeks and will taker more than 3 to let go.